Dark things

I'm afraid of the black mist suffocating my airway every time I see you. I'm afraid of the secrets you keep, they eat you alive. I'm afraid to see you with her, she will turn you into a squished bug with no way to turn back. I'm afraid to see the world change around me, I don't like change. I am afraid of the smoke I run through, the smoke you chased me through. I am afraid of the future..so much can change in a month, and like I said, change is fear. I am afraid of dark things, I am afraid of dark things, but most of all, I am afraid of not being with you.